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𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚜. ([personal profile] armeyets) wrote2021-03-20 02:00 pm

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01the winter soldier & sara; 1958.
02 • ta-er al-sahfer & bucky; 2010.
03 • bucky & sara; present-day.
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[personal profile] strongerthanyouknow 2021-08-14 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Sara's here because she should be.

It's the only reason she does anything now. It's the only reason she eats meals, does dishes, plays games, takes part in conversations. She hasn't felt particularly connected to any of the things she knows she should be since she opened her eyes on the floor of The Bunker. Only in flickers that came and went did things begin to feel anything like she thought, but couldn't ever quite remember the feeling of, on Rip's ship. But those have been less and less the last two months. Sometimes she goes more than a week, a week and a half, without feeling one now.

She feels like a ghost, a wraith, walking around in 'her skin.'
Like when she came back to life, like she's not alive at all.
No matter how many times Laurel had hugged her in tears.

There aren't many words in the lecture Sara pays attention to. Defector turned departmental guest, with too many undercurrents of pay to play save face for the victors which rings nothing like true conviction to her ears. He's the kind who is wherever he needs to be, which is not the same as belonging where he happens to be.

Sara spends far too much time thinking about how easy it would be to slam his podium through nearly every part of him. The microphone cord easily turned garrot; the microphone turned shank if applied right. One of over a hundred ways, only the newest version of options, for this one set of five minutes, in his closing remarks.

Aware of how she's no better a monster than the man in front of them all. With the lack of guilt and the ease of skill. Just facts being checked down a list. His mask is that of a 'newly dutiful American' and hers of appearance. Small, slight, unassuming. A woman. Quiet. Mild. Under it, the truth, they are rivers of other people's blood poured inside skin.

Her only relief is in getting to stand up, knowing she can finally leave. Ray's request filled; another box checked. Waiting the minutes for people to shake hands and to trail Ray and Kendra out once those things are. It's only that she's scanning the room, electric blue eyes empty, tired of the sham-charade, and this task dragging, that she sees the man bulleting down the aisle. Knife a shard of reflected light from high above.

It happens faster than thought, that reaction. It is what it always is, since her eyes open, deeper than blood and breathing. It needs and takes neither. Her hand on the back of a seat, only one set of toes as the coil spring point at the front of the chair closest, and she throws herself at him, every single cell in her body is suddenly more alive than it's been in months.
Edited 2021-08-15 00:06 (UTC)
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[personal profile] strongerthanyouknow 2021-10-17 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
It's Kendra's voice she hears given a startled shriek of her name, and she doesn't look back to see if they'll back her. She was trained; League. She doesn't require it. A small, almost muted whisper tugs somewhere else, even as she's colliding with the man, and they are falling, chaos reigning, bits and pieces of chairs breaking and others tumbling behind them -- she's a Legend; it was supposed to mean she wasn't alone anymore.

But it's a whisper in the dark of months; in the shouts of dozens scattering;
in the roar slammed full throttle into savage, starved, hunger in her veins.

Sara has a broken chair leg in her hands, catching the knife in a block, even as her eyes aren't coming off of him even to searching for a matching piece. Her hands wanting her batons. A set of blades, matched or contrasted. But she doesn't need a weapon. She is the weapon. Even as she's blocking with one hand, with the chair leg and the rigid muscles of her arm, down her back, the pivot of still being on top, she's slamming a fist toward the center mass of his throat, ready for the use any block he might feint toward, even as she takes the chance.
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[personal profile] strongerthanyouknow 2021-12-23 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Sara isn't expecting that. The bone-jarring collision between his arm and her fist. That makes her eyes narrow in suspicion -- as the jolts slam up into her shoulder, rippling through the rest of her, lightning-crack fast -- but not pain. Not the way people think of it. The solidness, the defensive reaction. Like Ray's suit. She dodges the punch coming for her center smarter, faster now in avoiding that fist, that secret he's given up for a single cocktail block.

She doesn't have the time to ask why, or even how, or better yet who. She doesn't care about those things. Her eyes are locked on him, and her blood is only getting louder in her ears. Whispers in her skin, ants in her veins. All she cares about is putting him into the ground, which is, in itself, his biggest problem. He is her only focus, and he's decided she's just his distraction from what he is focused on—a division of attention where she has none.

Which is why as Sara comes rolling back to crouch, easy and fast, her hands reach for the nearest chair. Palms that have so few calluses compared to what they once had wrapped around the chair legs pointing up, and with soundless spring sprint, she's swinging it up and cracking it across the side of his head. Two birds, one stone.

As it goes cracking, Sara keeps her hands on the chair legs that break off amid it, getting herself extra makeshift weapons. From there it's breathing, to continue swinging, without pause. Both directions at once, one slamming into his neck and the other his lower back. There's no honor among thieves and assassins -- only the promise of the swiftest death possible.
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[personal profile] strongerthanyouknow 2022-07-01 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
There is nothing like her. The League, more than a millennium old, spawns assassins uncounted and unstoppable, a flood forever unquenchable. Even on their worst day, the worst among them could make the best person from any trained military faction in the world look like a kindergarten child. (Centuries and centuries older than the KGB's little toy factories were even the prickle of some prick's dream, The Demon already had an untouchable empire with a ghost in every pocket.)

But none of them are her.

None of them were put in the Lazarus Pit so long after death.
None of them carrying those voices, that blood lust, and lack of sanity.
The ones that claim her deeper than any human life the waters gave her skin.

"Your nightmare." It's seethingly trite, all bright bitten promise, lightning blue eyes blazing wild, second hand and chair leg landing still square where she'd aimed it when he only went for one. It's easy to drop the first without carrying, and herself with it going for a sweep. "Why are you here for The Professor?"

Just for a moment — here and then gone, gone, gone in the happy, hungry, bloody roar — there's the face of a many with white wisps of hair and a disappointed expression.